i'm really happy right now ..

hey .. this is my mickey uppa ..

i really miss his smile .. 

so cute ...

5 day at korea .. mickey always make me smile and happy ..

i really miss our memory .. 

i hope that mickey never forget me ...

and i hope that we can take picture together again ..

i always smile when i remember our memory ..

kamsa hamnida bub appy kn ak ..



hahah .. appy gilew now .. adk sentiase menemani ak ..

now ak hanye mampu menjage seowg adk ..

budak yg agak nakal .. tapy pandai wt ak glak ..

hahaha ... hope dia akan menjady adk ak sampai ble2x ..

and ak arap dia tau mcm ane ak sayang kt dia k ..

kowang jgn sala paham lak .. hanye sekadar adk sahaje .. x lbh pon ..

kimcciiii!!

haha .. now fon ak dah selalau bunyi lew ..

bub selalu text gn izriq .. dia pandai wt ak senyum ..

haha .. huyai ... walau pape pon ..

kamsa hamnida izriq ..

kimcciii !!

haha .. ak appy bile lepak gn emy and arjiem ..

ade jep bende lawak yg dia owg nk buat ,,

dia owg selalu bg semangat kt ak ...

huhh .. then ade jep bende lawak yg dia owg nk wt ..

lawak stupid lak 2 ..

hahaha ...

kwn selamenye .. kamsa hamnida emy and arjiem ..

friends forever ..

kimccciii!!

huhuh cipa .. oh cipa ..

kamu selalu paham ak lew ... walaupon ak selalu kene mara ..

tapy x pew .. mara tok kebaikan .. tol x ...

huhuh .. terime kasih cipa .. bub ko paham pe yg ak ase skrg nie ..

tapy walau pape pon .. kwn tok selamenye ok ..

saranghae yoo cip cip ..

kimccII!!

8/10/2010-16-05-2011

berakhir la kisah ak dan dia ..

dia pergy meninggal kn ak tanpe sbb ..

hati ak kembali sdh seperti dulu ..

ak rase sakit dan perit sgt skrg nie ..

setiap kali ak memikirkn nye ,, 

ak akn sesak nafas dan dade ak merase skt sgt ..

pada mulenye ak kehilangan seseowg yg akan membawa kebahagian ak dn dia ,,

skrg ak kehilangan dia pule .... dia berjanji pada ku .. dia tidak akan meninggal kn ak .

selepas pe yg belaku .. tapy skrg .. dia mungkiri janjinye itu ..

ape salah ak selame nie .. jahat sgt ke ak nie ... hine sgt ke ak nie ,..

selame ini ak mempertahan kn hubungan ini .. tapy sia2x saje ..

kau tetap pergy meninggal kn ak ... kenape semua ni terjady pada ak ..

ape lg yang allah nk uji ak .. x cukup2x lg ke penyeksaan yg ak rase selame nie ..

ak dah lemah sgt skrg nie ... ak dah x mampu tok teros kn kehidupan ..

kini gelak ketawa ku .. senyuman ku telah hilang ... hanya tangisan yg menemani ak ..

ak akan menunggu kau hanye seminggu sahaje .. selepas itu . ak akan putus ase ..

dan ak hanye mampu berserah kepada allah .. di atas pe yang akan belaku selepas ini ..

maaf kn ak sayang .. ak terpakse jdy mcm dulu .. hanye itu saje yang dapat membuat ak gembira ...

maaf kn ak sayang .. ak bkn sengaje nk kau lupe kn ak .. tapy ak x nk tgk ko sdh ..

kebahagiaan kau lebih penting dary ak .. ak nk kau tau .. ak x penah lupe kn kau ,,

sayang ak pada kau .. x pena berubah .. maaf kn ak sayang .. sbb ak x dapat nk maaf kn kau ..

kerana kau pergy tinggal kn ak tanpe sbb ... ak merase diri ak skrg nie seperti sampah ,,

sayang ... ak sayang sgt2x kt ko .. ak x sangka ko pergy meninggal kn ak begitu saje ..

ak x dapat nk terime semua nie lg .. sayang .. jgn la bersedih .. ak nk kau happy ..

plz sayang .. happy untok ak .. terima kasih diatas pelukan dan senyuman kau  yg terakhir ..

ak tidak akan mulepakn mu .. selamenye ...

!!!this song for you!!!

did i have to stop loving you ?

  

did i have to stop waiting you ??

nobody know why i'm really like you ..

you have a nice face and shy guy ..

when you smile .. looking so cute ..

and i know that you are romentic guy ..

herm .. only god know what did i fell right know ..

itz too pain for me to forget you ..

herm 

i always crying when i miss you ...

miss jade say that you also like me too ..

i always remember that ..

now and forever mickey ..

mickey ..

tomorrow at this time ..

where will you be ?

who will you be thinking about ..?

tomorrow at this time ...

i will probably be crying ..

i will probably be thinking of you ..

you will always have your own place ..

i hope that i have a place in your heart to ..

now and forever ..

mickey ..

 i hope one day you know that i'm really like you ..

i hope one day you know that i'm really miss you ..

i hope one day you know that i'm really need you ..

and i hope that you never forget me ...

herm ....'

i have bad dream about you mickey uppa ,,

uppaaaa /// 

i miss you .. i miss wanna hug you ...

uppaaa ... 

did you still like me ??

uppaaa .

maby end of the year ..

we can meet again ...

MMMIIISSSS YYYOOOUUU UUPPPAAA

where are you mickey uppa !

i miss you !!

plz dont leave me alone !!

mickey UPPa .. miss u

mickey i miss u so much ...

what are u doing right now ..

did u still remember me ??

did u still like me ??

i miss your smile ...

i miss your hug .. 

i miss your touch ..

i miss everythink about you ..

i cry every time i think about you ..

i'm so happy with you ..

you always make me smile ..

you always make me laught ...

my heart always say 

that you can take care of me ..

i need you even in my dream i'm with you .

            i never forget you ..

       you always in my mine now and forever
always waiting you to come back ..in my life 

saranghee yo !!